I cannot express the depth of my sorrow
except in poetry
which is the only way I can get to those parts of me
that no one can see
but that hover,
I can see the light through the shadows
I just can’t reach it.
The weight of my own mind overpowers me.
It isn’t the past.
It is the right here and right now.
I just can’t bear.
If I am brutally honest
So I can’t end this on a positive note.
A sum up with a message of power.
I am not okay today.
A crack runs through the base of my tower..
Pieces of me,
Will cover you in a shower.
of the brokenness
For the shadows
are too dark,
And the light
I cannot reach.